The
first stage of marijuana’s influence on your Lung System will show
you the most beautiful vision of the world that you can imagine. Everything
and everyone is beautiful. You’ll make friends and bond with new
people like you never have before. You’ll dream up elaborate utopian
schemes out of thin air.
Often the high at this level will lead you to trip out on your breathing.
At this stage you may develop a kind of magnetism in your personality.
You’ll experience many different kinds of attractions. You’ll
let go of some relationships and re-attach with others. It’s all
one in your beautiful exploration of the world.
As this level peaks, you’ll get in touch with the superficiality
of it all. You’ll come up with schemes for getting money out of
nowhere. As your Po, the seat of your Earthly Power, begins to get damaged
from the marijuana, you’ll find that you can no longer form relationships
like you did before. You’ll start worrying about it, and many other
things, too. You may get very quiet. You won’t like speaking. If
you do, your voice will get softer and softer as you speak. If this level
begins to stagnate, you might develop an oppressed feeling in your chest
for no apparent reason. There will be no way to find a physical cause
for this feeling using modern medical science.
As the marijuana continues to consume the energy of your Lung System,
you’ll go into a new turn of the spiral at this level. You’ll
experience a sense of excitement at new people and new ideas. You’ll
forgive everybody and everything for all of the hurt feelings of the prior
stage and surrender to the glorious process of life. The keynotes of your
new life will be those of celebration and the exploration of freedom.
You may want to avoid closed places as you go running wild, connecting
with fresh people and always going on to something new. You’ll fall
in love with the charming nature of immaturity.
Marijuana may then put you through some kind of an initiation, either
intentionally on your part, or by ‘chance’. If you make it
through, you’ll feel as if you’ve really found your place
in society. Responsibility will be your revelation.
As the heaviness of responsibility descends on you, you’ll discover
that you need to win. As this need begins to claim you, you’ll find
more and more that you can’t let go of anything physical, emotional
or mental. When you get high, you might start tripping out on your anus.You’ll
freak out at the unknown and begin to cling to what you think you know.
You won’t want to do anything new. You’ll resist any change.
You’ll become dependent on someone or something. You may discover
a profound sadness in you that doesn’t seem to have an origin.
At first you may begin to refine your individuality as you go into the
deepest stages of this level. But as marijuana continues to poison your
Lung System you’ll begin to question your individuality, your identity,
independence and ideals. You’ll break intimate bonds lightly and
without grieving. You can suffer from constipation as issues of bonding
and holding on, struggling against authority and self-esteem drive you
to test yourself and others again and again. Tiny details of cosmetic
appearances will become very important to you. You can experience overwhelming
anxiety when you’re forced with the prospect of new relationships,
but at the same time you’ll be lost in a maze of perpetual empty
infatuations. You’ll find, and so will anybody around you, that
you can’t sustain anything on any level.
