Everything
will seem toxic and unhealthy to you as marijuana’s Hot Poison begins
its general toxification of your body. The Earth itself will seem polluted.
Your relationships may polarize and become corrosive. You will find more
and more faults in others. You’ll want to cleanse yourself, change
your diet and become a Vegetarian or Vegan with a capital V. You’ll
fast and get into quirky and extreme healing regimes. You’ll recycle
and become a champion for non-polluting energy sources.
From here, the Marijuana Poison will begin to influence and exaggerate
the levels that correspond to your greatest weaknesses. As the Hot Poison
circulates around in your Blood, one of the systems it hits hardest is
your Pericardium System. One of the main functions of the Pericardium
System is to protect your Heart, which is the seat of the mind in Traditional
Chinese Medicine.
You’ll know marijuana’s Hot Poison is affecting your Pericardium
System if you start getting silly when you’re high. Another way
you can tell marijuana is poisoning your Pericardium System is if you
experience an increased sense of sexuality when you’re high. Although
this may lead to some wonderful experiences at first, Hot Poison at this
level can fuel sexual obsessions.
Your Pericardium System is your self-protector. When marijuana starts
affecting your Pericardium System you’ll feel like all contact is
safe contact. You’ll feel totally invincible, finally experiencing
the unified love between your heart and genitals that you always sensed
was possible. You’ll ride the razor’s edge of control between
passion and reason as you burn through all of your available biological,
psychological and energetic resources.
As marijuana strips your Blood of its ability to nourish the Jueyin level
of your Pericardium System, it will begin to throw off your timing and
social appropriateness. What used to be cute and endearing in your personality
has now gone too far. Now you’re just weird to the people around
you. This level can lead to a variety of social difficulties. It can cause
problems in your relationships, your work, at home and with friends.
Your decrease in social skills and appropriateness will at first lead
you to reduce the value you place on your friends and day-to-day responsibilities.
Sooner or later, though, the reality of what is going on will begin to
dawn on you. When this happens the marijuana will help you repress the
feelings you have about your interactions with others. If you keep going
deeper into this level, marijuana’s repressive nature will take
you so far out of the loop of reality that you’ll end up with a
complete confusion of the roles of taking and giving in your life. As
the drug takes your farther, you’ll do anything to please those
around you. You’ll turn into a sucker that gets exploited at every
turn, forever falling in love and getting hurt in a tragic cycle of martyrdom.
At the deepest level of marijuana poisoning, the only thing you will identify
with in life is failure.
